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    How did you find out?!

    When did you find out that you were a sexual freak? A kinky fetish connoisseur? For me, it was pretty young. I found my parents stash of porn and of course watched it while they were out. I was heavy into masturbation. Very exciting!

    The feeling of being a dirty little slut in my room, with my parents not that far from me in the living room, made me feel powerful and hot. The feeling of being caught turned me on. I always envisioned an erotic, sexually charged scenario in my head and instantly, I would become moist and wet. I LOVE turning myself on to the point that I have no other choice but to get myself off.

    Self exploration was my kink back then. What limits could I push myself to, while holding off that orgasm. So damn satisfying when I think about it now. I was starting to be a freak way before I even knew what the word really meant in the sexual world.

    What was the catalyst for you? What made you the sexual freak you are today? Why do you enjoy some of the kinky fetishes that turn you on?

    Let me know....Katboodah is always around and listening.

    XOXO- KATBOODAH
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    uncutbig9
    i used to do the over the head self sucking even before it could shoot my mum would find me and yell at me. so i just did it in secret. then it grew it was like this little skinny guy with this huge cock that would fall out of my little footy shorts. loved the reactions i was always horny still am i can still lean down and suck it
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    Ssbbw pussy iz da bess 
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    B
    We have a verrrrry similar story.. my parents had bbw Sex cards that I found and use to jerk off to. I would call in sick tk school to jerk off all day.. not much has changed and now I use your content daily ?
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    ShyCat
    What made me the sexual freak I am today? When I stopped feeling ashamed or guilty about my fetishes.
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    S
    I was 20 and had just moved to Austin Tx. I’ve always been attracted to large women. Older, larger women have always been drawn to me. I was working drivethru 1 night when an she came to my window. Turns out she was 48 years old. I didn’t know the term SSBBW at the time (1996,)  but I damm sure knew what I liked! She was slightly intoxicated. I guess it was the way I looked at her because she gave me her number without me asking. I was too shy back then to ask. We talked on the phone a few times and met a couple of times to talk/ hangout. She said she was a Domme and liked being in charge. That she had certain fetishes/ turn ons that might be a little different, which I was ok with, without me being told what they were. She asked if there was anything I wouldn’t do with a lover. I’d only been with 5 or 6 women in my life and thought I’d done the 4 or 5 things you could do. I was UNAWARE of all the different things that could be done, so I said nothing I wouldn’t do. One night she picked me up and we went to a hotel which I was told to pay for a room. We went inside, closed the door and I was ordered to strip down immediately!! I thought that was kinda hot, so I did what I was told to do. She put a collar around my neck and leather cuffs on my feet and wrists. She locked the collar and cuffs with small padlocks and ran a rope through the rings in the cuffs, with knots on each side. This severely limited my mobility and movement. She then placed a mask over my face with no eye openings. I was required to kiss her lips, nibble her neck and CHEW on her nipples. Once she was satisfied with my performance of a task, I was given the next task and so on. I was nibbling on her thighs when she grabbed my head and shoved it in her crotch. She then held my head in place as she started grinding her pussy in my face. ( That night I learned how to orally pleasure a woman.) She handed me a dildo to use on her as my mouth worked her clit. She said she needed a break and told me to lay face down. I did as instructed and she restrained me to the bed. She set across my legs, leaning forward at times, running her hands across my body, down my sides, across my butt and so on. She was taking it all in, the site of my naked, submissive body, tied to the bed. She began to play with my hole, ever so gently, softly, so I never objected as it was arousing. Before I knew it she was up to 3 fingers sliding in and out with ease. She then pulled out various sized dildos and had her way with me, still masked and tied to the bed (no strap on, not that I even knew what that was at the time.) After she had used her largest dildo on me (she said 6”, but I think she lied,) she untied me from the bed and laid on her back, then commanded me to eat her and make her scream so loud that nobody in the hotel could sleep. Again she grabbed my head and grinded her pussy into my face, lasting a couple hours. Then she told me to hold her and we went to sleep. She never touched my cock.&nbs
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    johnirvin
    кому johnirvin : so a lot of fetishes are fantasies i guess, i haven t had the chance yet to share it with someone, being single for quite some time now it is hard to explore other than through porn. i seem to have discovered some fetishes that way, from an early age, i love it because it feels taboo, it feels dirty, it feels like only a freak like these practices. i have yes to meet my other half freak
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    johnirvin
    maybe it turns me on because of my lack of experiences, i discovered sex late, haven t had many female partners. 2 long term (6 and 4 yrs) relationships but they did really enjoy sex and so did i really, with me, complimented me a lot ...
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    R
    кому RedHot92019 : (… sorry, that went too early, so continuing.)  And now, my interest in you Kat is to work toward my PhD in 'Freak Mania'!  Because you clearly have the goods!  :wink:  I really do look forward to some kind of collaboration that is profitable and win/win for both of us!
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    R
    I still consider myself a 'rookie' in the freak department.  Which is one of the things I love about you and why I want to stay close to you, work with you, play with you, etc., if you get my drift?  Through a straight vanilla marriage I was a bit stymied sexually for almost 40 years.  But then 6 years ago I had a girlfriend who was primed to become a sexual freak, and we made that journey together for 5 years, until just recently!  The tipoff for both of us was when she started having orgasm after orgasm, …  just from our kissing!  Neither of us had experienced that before.  As we progressed through semi public sex, porn and even a little hypnotism, both of our abilities to drive each other to multiple orgasms grew and grew. I learned then how much I love a Big Woman (She was 5'9", 340 pounds and like you she had beautiful Huge Calves!), and how much I love Role Play and Dirly Talking during sex! Such enables one to escape the real world and release most all of ones inhibitions!  One weekend I decided to keep track and she had 104 orgasms in 44 hours!  While I only had 11!  But All we did for almost 2 whole days, was to 'Make Love!' with just a nod to :rest, water and food!   We have since gone on to 'greener pastures', but my desire to continue progressing in the Body Department, to catch up to where I am Mentally and Spiritually, is very strong!  And 
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    windinpines
    Pre-Internet: My friend's dad and my neighbors had stashes of playboys that I'd raid, and then ride on my bike to find a secluded place.  Once in a while I'd find a Hustler or worse, with lots of spread pussies.  Then I found lesbian mags at a recycling center, mixed in with newspapers.    I also had neighbors that liked to parade around with open windows after bathing.  I could look through the fence and jack off.  My younger sister would masturbate loudly in the hallway bathroom (just across from my room).  She would often "inspire" me. Sometimes I'd also make noises to let her know I was hearing her.
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    XexyAzzJ
    кому super10001 : Thank you for the great compliments!! I love that YOU love to be dominated and hope you do find that special lady that will do that for you.
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    XexyAzzJ
    кому windinpines : LOL!! I hear that!!
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    twistedyoung
    Sent you my answer on private
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    windinpines
    Not just my parents behind the wall, but sisters down the hall.
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    super10001
    I always like big girls, I just love the way they move, those sexy thick thighs, beautiful bellies and gorgeous sexy love muffins, I,ve always wanted to be dominated but never found the right lady to do it! I love having my face held in between those sexy thighs, I love being squirted and peed on, and I ALWAYS  make my partner cum, it's so damn hot watching them twitch and squirm...... I find you so damn beautiful and adore the way you tease!  thanks sexy goddess!
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    M
    кому XexyAzzJ : She has an amazing big butt, thick thighs, and wide hips. 
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    tsuo
    кому XexyAzzJ : i know what is the porn back in these days but, i dont know porn of mature woman exist
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    XexyAzzJ
    кому tsuo : Did you just happen to find the porn or? 
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    XexyAzzJ
    кому MagicalBlackFantasy : Is your current partner big and beautiful?
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    tsuo
    when i see mature porn and bbw, i was like 13 14 years old, i always want to fuck a mature woman, cum and cum inside her big pussy turnme on, after that was bdsm, and fetiches come to me 
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    M
    The first woman who was sweet to me was a poet when I was younger. She was a very big and beautiful woman. I've always had a fixation on fat women. I've had a love of much older, fat women. Older women given me more chances.
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    Vsvp12
    кому XexyAzzJ : I was into them already but yea it had a part in it but mostly it made me into smelly fat asses and pussy
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    XexyAzzJ
    кому Vsvp12 : Do you still have a thing for fat girls now because of that?
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    Vsvp12
    Sniffing my moms fat friends chairs in middle school 
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